My Struggles With Mental Illness

I posted this coming out post on my instagram out of frustration because no one seems to get it, on 18th March 2018. No Ragrets 😂 These are my meds (during this point of time) "In the light of what I’ve been through for the past 8 months, it really takes everything in me to open up about this but I’ve suffered enough and i’m sick of living in a society that is still stigmatized on mental illness, so I really have to do something about this. Yes, those are my pills that I am currently consuming. Opening up is just my initial step. I really dont care if I am going to be judged after this. That shows how ignorant you are as a person. It’s about time to see life in different perspective. In case you dont know, depression is a mood disorder. Here’s my story: As of this month, it marks my 10th month battling my relapse, my 8th month battling my severe relapse and my 6th month being on medication. Exactly 6 months ago I was diagnosed with depressive episode, borderline personality

Hi....... If you've stumbled upon this blog while it was still under "construction"...... well... I'm sorry to kept you waiting. I wasn't ready.  Anyhow........ it's 5:44 AM (GMT +8) and I still couldn't sleep. I took my sleeping pill.... and yet.... here I am writing this post because I just can't sleeeeeeeeeeep. It's deeply frustrating tbh. p.s I don't sleep like a normal person. You'll find out why later. Let me start off with my diagnosis... I first was diagnosed with major depressive episode last year on 5th September 2017.... Fyi, I knew I've been suffering from mental illness for the longest I could remember but I was too scared to reach out, even to my best friend. When I relapsed severely last year.......... after alot of considerations and a bit of kick from my best friend, I decided yaknow what,  since it's affecting the both of us and me in general.......... I went. I was diagnosed in Brunei. From there onward