Hi. It's been a while. This week marks my third week being on a new combination of meds. a.k.a cocktails . I've lost count on how many times I've been through meds changes. lol. This time around...... I'm no longer on sleeping pills but sedatives. My sleeping problem got really worst that they decided to give me sedatives. Tbh, at first, I was overwhelmed by the word "sedatives". Because at the back of my head, sedatives = drugs that they give to psychotic prisoners (too much series, I know. lol). But, it was the best thing that ever happened to me. Miraculously, I finally get to feel how it feels like to have being able to sleep again. It's been a LOOOOOONGGGGGGGGGG time. Some may ask what's the purpose of having this sedatives... well...... it acts as both my mood stabilizer and my sleeping pills. As well as..... my psychosis (I'm harmless. I promise. If you've triggered me, bear it at your own risk. you gotta learn how to UNtrigger m...
Welcome to the other parts of me that I've been hiding for years. What you see here, is what you get. No filter. No nothing. I'm done hiding. I'm on my way fighting the societal stigma through my stories and with whatever I can. "Clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience - Colossians 3:12"